Cheryl's.

A Thousand Years.

2011-12-26T14:46:00.003+08:00

I will be brave, I will not let anything take away what is standing in front of me, I will love you for a thousand years and love you more a thousand more.

I wanted to reply but i couldnt. You and I both know why.

I love you baby.

I have loved you, i am loving you and i will love you even more tomorrow.

The thick and thin that we've gone through brought us closer to each other even more in this 15 months. So much more to face in the future, so much more to learn. So much more growing up to do, and im glad im doing it with you.

See you tomorrow. :)

Open book for what?!

2011-12-12T22:35:00.002+08:00

Had my first ever open book test in Year 3 for the I/O Psychology.

Experience: Crazy.

I cant believe i spent so much time studying for it, making outlines with page number for easy reference and THEN! Suddenly before exam i had a panic attack and then later the paper was matha-efing crazily loooong. 4 essays with sub questions for each to be completed in 3 hours is TOTALLY NOT ENOUGH. =(( How? End up crapping, no essay structure, some short some long. And i didnt answer two parts of the paper. =((((

So much for external locus of control, im sorta attributing the bad LUCK to my lucky necklace which i forgot to wear today! hahahaar. Laugh la laugh la. But seriously, im damn blooody emo about this paper larrrrrr~~~! fark.

I just hope for a pass. Really! That is all i ask for. Thank you.

Third Year.

2011-12-06T20:45:00.002+08:00

I got a taste of what 3rd year is like since September!

Busy like a bumble bee!

Surprisingly, i love this feeling.

Moving forward everyday.

Everyday theres something waiting for me to accomplish.

Finals is starting this saturday!

Just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming swimming swimming~

Passion.

2011-11-20T20:23:00.006+08:00

People always say, "if you love what you do, it doesnt feel like work". Today i saw with my eyes a very good example of passion.

My brother graduated a while back and yesterday was his convocation. Of course being chinese and kiasu and all, the Cheongs must go take a family photo with the bro bro holding the scroll, wearing the academic dress. The place we went for the studio photo taken is a shop that i always pass by but paid little attention to. Frankly, whenever i walk pass it, i walk super fast, as the shop is old looking, and with many foreign workers inside usually. I always thought it was a printing shop. ==". Im so amazed by my ignorance. I grew up in that area and i passed by the shop everyday after school for 3 years.

So anyways, it was the first time i took photos in a studio! It was rather exciting. Before our turn, the photographer, a lady, was taking passport photos for a toddler. She was so professional, instructing the mother to straighten the child's shirt, and the father to call the child's name to get her attention. She even got a toy to get the child's attention.

When it was our turn, she did the same. Tidying up my bro bro's gown, the cap, teaching him how to hold the scroll, asking him to tilt his head, step frontwards, step backwards, smile, wet his lips, pose like this, knees bent. I thought wow, shes so particular with an individual photo, maybe when its the family's turn, she will be less fussy. But nooooo, she did the same when it was our turn! She fussed over everybody's appearance. The mumma, the daddee, the brobro and me! She will not snap a photo until every finest detail is in place, until everything is perfecto!

It really inspired me to see her work like that. The way she worked gave me a view of how enjoyable a job can be if you have the passion for it. Mind you, she was so determine to make the bro bro pose in a way that she thinks will be nice, even though the bro took a long time to "master" that pose. haha. And throughout the photo shooting session, she was chit chatty, talking to us making us feel comfortable and lightning the mood. And her jokes were quite funny. You guessed it, when we laugh she snapped away. She even made mumma smiled when taking pictures! Kudos to her. ;)

She inspired me to learn and love what im doing.
Someday, when i am lost in whatever i do, i hope i will still remember this lady.

A lady who is so passionate about her job.

Bliss.

2011-11-16T20:53:00.003+08:00

Today is an awesome day. Why?

Because i slacked and did NOTHING. Absolutely nothing!

And i napped long enough to start repaying my sleep debt. Had a bad dream thou!

The door bell woken me up, i knew Bii came home. =))

When i open the door, i found 3 plastic bags hanging at the gate. Sushi, Chatime, Snowflake.

Awwwwww. Reminds me of what she did N years ago. So sweet!

Yummy dinner, Awesome dessert.

I should start doing my assignments yes? Only 3 more to go and then finals and im DONE with this sem.

Tata. =))

Too Many Blogs.

2011-11-03T14:33:00.004+08:00

I think i have too many blogs. One public-random one like this, one hidden like the one only Bii has access to. I have deleted blogs, recreate new blogs, privatized blogs, and make blogs public over and over. For now, imma just stick to these two. This public-random one, and the private hidden one. Now, starting today, i shall blog here most of the time, and blog private lovey dovey stuff in the other one! YES! this is my decision. Must stick to it Cheryl Cheong. And er, blog more jsut so i can read back nx time.

AGAIN, I think i should start blogging again. Sigh, here i go again, trying to make myself start blogging again. Tralalalala. Who else is still visiting this place here? Hello~~?

I am in my THIRD year now.

Which means, this time nx year, i will be/should be graduating ard.

This time nx year, i will be/should be searching for a job and start contributing to the society (most prolly to pay off my education loan).

So far, this semester was a roller coaster. Crazy shit busy. Just when its starting to slow down after midterms, here we go again rushing for 4 assignments!! Guess what? Four more freaking weeks and im done with this sem! And then HELLOW CHRISTMAS! Hahaha. Im always a big fan of Christmas. I love the red and greens, the white, silver and gold. The heart warming christmas carols. Ahhhhh~ And the whole holiday mood which is present every year end!

Of course, maybe this year will be different because i will be working on fucking thesis proposal during the holidays!! *prays hard it wouldnt be ruined*

Before i go off to work on my assignments! Heres a video of a pretty christmasy song! Alright, i am an anti-bieber person, but this song is sweet and heart warming. =p

I wanna stand under a mistletoe with you BiiBii!

Tired of living.

2011-10-12T16:49:00.002+08:00

Sometimes,

I really think the existence of oneself is really bad karma.

I am so sick of life and shit.

The weird thing is that, i am such a blessed person,

Family, lover, friends.

Why do i still feel this way?

*SIGH*

处女与金牛。

2011-06-10T17:26:00.005+08:00

你的处女座性格又发作了

你很需要安全感这我明白

我一次又一次的告诉你我对你的感觉是不会变的

希望你会把我说过的话记着

但我发现酱是没效的因为你老是觉得你控制不了未来，控制不了我对你的感觉

总觉得我会离开

不喜欢这种感觉

每次你一觉得某些事不在你控制下你就会跑到你的泡泡里

心情不好，不想说话，就算讲话了也是一些伤我的话

“为什么要给我爱上你”

“为什么要有爱情”

“爱情真恐怖”

“我很笨”

“我承受不起伤害了”

你又说过你怕你来KL读书的原因是因为我

那是不对的，我知道

但你有没有想过我听了这些话，一直觉得我好像戴了好多好多烦恼给你

最讨厌的是我不能做些什么

难道我该像偶像据里的女主角吗？

很伟大的离开让你做你应该做的决定，五年后才会到你身边？

对不起我做不到!!

你爱的金牛就是那么的自私

自私到如果可以的话我会很想逼你回来KL念书

可以天天见到你和你在一起

我恨自己那么的自私

我恨自己很虚假的告诉你你做什么决定我都OK 然后又默默的求神拜佛你会回来

Of hair and a letter to Cheryl.

2011-06-09T20:13:00.004+08:00

I cropped my hair!! A bit over shoulder length. Wheeee. Its quite pretty actually! Hee hee! I cut a few weeks back when i went back to Penang with my boy. Wanted to cut it like totally SHORT but then i hesitated at the saloon! Joyce, you are so brave that time! =p But i might cut it shorter and shorter soon!

Heres the pictures! and the only pictures i have of this hair. Oh and i have very cute bangs now!

Dear ten-years-later-Cheryl,

I miss blogging so much. But i just cant seem to make myself blog. I guess you are hating me now because i skipped blogging about so many wonderful things that happened in these few months!

I just completed two weeks of my internship. Cant wait to get it done, get part time jobs and earn money! For shopping of course. I wanna shop so badly. Whatever job you are holding now, i hope you stay determined and persistent Cheryl! You cant be giving up all the time! Well, i hope you already have a stable job actually. Do you? Aiks!!

Please dont hate me. I will will WILL post an entry about our wonderful 21st birthday alright? I swear! When i get the pictures from our Babii. =))

Speaking of Babii! Is she a lawyer now? Or does she own a business? Does Babii still sayang you very much like she sayang me now? In case she bully you more and more, ask her to read this blog. By the time you read this. I would have posted about our Sunway Lagoon trip, our Candle in the Park Date, our Trip to the Beach. Make sure she reads to remind her that she should sayang you more! Alright? Or you can just tickle her. Hahar.

No worries, after this post there will be more updates. =)

Toodles.

Lies.

2011-05-23T18:21:00.003+08:00

UPDATE: Just got home from dinner with the Bii and her mom. I totally understand the need of the lies now. =/

White lies are stooopid. Lies being told to save whats considered an abnormal/ unacceptable relationship.

"She has a boyfriend who is in Australia."

*nods*

"Wow"

"How long have you guys been together?"

"Four years."

All these for what? Just to stop them from suspecting.

But with lies, the truth will be harder to come out from its hiding place.

With lies, it would be harder for them to take in and accept the truth.

Plans.

2011-05-23T17:48:00.003+08:00

UPDATE: okay. so bii will be making it up to me by bring me to QB tmr and going to the beach. cutting hair on wed. I AM SPOILED.

I dislike it when my plan changes and things doesnt go the way i want it to be. Call me selfish. Or whatever names you call a person who hate changes.

From

Sunday > QB, Monday > Cut Hair

Monday > QB, Tuesday > Cut Hair

Monday > Beach, Tuesday > QB

Monday > No more beach, Tuesday > ALL-IN-ONE-DAY (Buy pants + Cut Hair + QB)

I assure you this will NOT be the final plan.

Finally A New Post.

2011-05-22T18:35:00.003+08:00

A lot had happen. I shall be the lazy me as usual and just list out a summary of what i did since the last post. Alright, I've just check whats the last post. It was about how i feel shitty about myself typing the resume. Great. Sometimes i feel i record too many negative thingies about myself, next time when i look back i guess all i will read is how shitty i felt every now and then. W T F.

Okay. Heres the list of my awesome and some not-so-awesome experience up till now:

1) The Bii has move into me house and shes still staying at me place currently.

2) I very san fu-ly made my way through Miss Winnee's class. Such a painful experience. Not to mention her super hard like muthafucking hard final paper. And greater news!! Results are coming out tmr. Im worried like tooot.

3) I have typed my very first resume because i applied for an internship.

4) I am one lucky person because i got the internship when i think i fucking screwed the interview. Seriously.

5) I stupidly said that i can use Photoshop in my intern interview when all i can do is editing my camwhore pictures. Great. Imagine when i start work on the 30th and they asked me to do some stuff with photoshop and i dont know how and what the fuck am i supposed to say? Erm, i only know how to edit photos? FML.

6) Whatever to the previous point, i am starting intern on the 30th May!! =D

7) Oh and one more, i had my 21st birthday!

8) I went to Sunway Lagoon on my birthday with the Bii.

9) I had an awkward gathering for my 21st birthday on the 15th. I invited my high school friends and my uni friends. I secretly dont think that they enjoyed themselves. =S Really, i dont know why. I secretly regret having the party. Somehow i feel that everyone came for the sick of coming.

10) Im once again in Penang again for a short vacation before internship starts.

Sigh. All i wish for now is to have pretty results tmr (and at least AT LEAST a pass for Winnee's subject) and that internship will go smoothly. =)

Tata.

Of my emo holiday.

2011-05-03T18:47:00.002+08:00

I am so depressed right now. Yeah, like after my exams and crap and its holidays and i am effing stressed and depressed and emo and shit.

I've decided to stop one short semester so that i can get four months off Uni and do intern. But after starting working on my resume, my self-esteem is now at zero level. Arghh~! What skills do i have? What can i do? What experience do i have? Crap. But the thing is if i dont try now and do something about it this holiday, what will happen when i graduate next year? I will have to face the same freaking emo-ness of feeling worthless as a GRADUATE. Better to start learning and doing something about it now as a year 2 student right right right? Please tell me my thinking is right. Another reason for doing this intern is to show people who always think im a dai siu jie and also to that few who thinks and say that my course is a waste of money and time. F you people.

Hais. I guess i must really use up all my courage to look for a job, go to interviews, get scolded and start learning to survive in the adult working world. FML. So stooopid to say this but, i dont wanna go grow up...pleaseee.. =(

I iz back.

2011-04-22T17:23:00.002+08:00

I AM BACK. I bet you missed me my lovely stalkers. *stares at Wenyi and Joyce*

So i had this combined blog with Bii but it epic failed cause i was blogging alone and then something shit happened and i had to delete it and then i only saved four of my favourite post and Tadah I suddenly miss blogging and i feel like what if one day i die and nobody will know my life story, so here i am again. harharharr. =D

Will update longer posts after this freaking final examination.

Off i go to study.

P/S i kinda sorta make Bii miss her flight. Resulting in her paying another RM300+ for a one way ticket home. =X SOWWEEEEE.

PP/S bare with the ugly layout and shits.

Bai.

Remainings of our blog.

2011-03-14T20:44:00.003+08:00

Because something happened. And we cant be so public. My combined blog with Bii has to be deleted. *sigh* I only saved four blog posts.

Post 1

回忆

回忆的开始:

这个部落格的由来要从昨晚开始说起.昨晚不懂聊到什么的时候贝比突然抱怨我有什么事情都没告诉她,不开心的都只会往自己肚子里塞,而且都只是她一个人在记录我们的故事,她想多了解我的想法和观点.于是我那(有点)霸道的贝比就命令我,额...应该是"建议"我从今天开始要把所有事情都写在这里.虽然我不懂如何写要写些什么,但感觉把我们之间的回忆统统记载在这里挺不错的.最重要的是我真惯了把不开心的事都藏起来,每当自己很不开心时就会很郁闷,也很无奈,因为我就会自然而然的说不出话来.不懂该如何形容和解释自己的郁闷,我知道因为我这个性格把贝比都气坏了也搞到大家很不开心.因此,从今天开始我和贝比都会把我们的故事和大家发生的事情记载在这个属于我们俩的地盘.XD
p/s:我那个笨笨蛋蛋傻傻的贝比一听到我答应写就很兴奋的在半夜三更注册部落格~--"

致:我贝比=]
第一眼看到这个部落格时心里瞬间涌上言语无法形容的甜蜜与感动.我知道你真的花了很多心思在设计这里. 可以想象到你这个笨笨肯定一直不停在换和修改,铁定弄了很久.哈哈..因为怕我不喜欢或不满意. 我知道你真的很期待看到我来这里开始写关于我们的点点滴滴和写我日常生活的报告.放心啦贝比,从今天开始我会明天都上来这里写下我每天所发生的事情和我们的故事.可能暂时会比较少我们一起发生的故事因为我们都不在对方身边,但我答应你我会先暂时每天写份报告给你,等我们见面时再记录我们的故事.哦颗? p/s: 哦颗=OK? XDD
贝比,我真的很喜欢这里,很甜蜜很窝心,谢谢你一整天那么辛苦的在弄我们的部落格.你这个笨笨身体不舒服了还硬要把这里弄好,这样我很心疼啦!答应我明天如果还不舒服的一定要乖乖去看医生!不看医生的话我不更新了=.= 还有就是要准时吃药和多喝水,不准吃热气的食物,明天只准吃粥.
贝比~你应该看得懂我在写什么吧?! 严重性怀疑你应该看不懂很多字.哈哈哈~没关系,你再慢慢问我或查字典(如果你不好意思的话).XP
p/s:刚贝比叫我写中文,她写英文,她已经定了这里的规矩.我说怕她看不懂,需不需要每一段翻英文? 她竟然说: 你可不可以当做我很厉害华语? HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHA......XDDDD可爱到~~~~~~~没话讲! ;P

我美丽又可爱的张彩华,我爱你. <3 (^__^) <3

Post 2

30-1-2011(星期日)

今天我下午就跟家人出门去了.新年快到了,有些过年货品还没买完所以必须到百货公司去,还有就是我的鞋子还没买到.~.~
*贝比因为我很累了所以我长话短说蛤!!原谅我只写重点><第一站我们到TESCO EXTRA去买年货,买了很多很多箱汽水,一些吃的,用的,东西多到一辆推车装不完.--
第二站我们去PACIFIC MEGA MALL 买我的鞋子(因为这是全槟城唯一一间我还没找过的)
p/s:由于我很挑剔所以找了很多间都找没喜欢的.HEHE....贝比真的很对不起,我真的是在游戏店里时才有时间查电话,才看到你的信息.在TESCO时很多人,我又忙着帮忙买东西,搬东西和拿我自己要的东西.XD 真的很对不起起,我看到信息时才知道你生病了,还那么严重.真的觉得很内疚,你那么不舒服,急着找我我竟然那么迟才回你.对不起啦老婆大人!! 你真的要记得吃药啦!我知道你不喜欢但一定要吃,不吃就等着被我打屁股吧!!XP
对了,我在那里买了PSPgo 和一片新的PS3 GAME.XP 很爽很开心很兴奋因为有新玩具玩.哈哈~
p/s:我知道你不是很高兴我有新玩具.KEKEKEZ~但是没关系啦贝比,我不会忽略你的,因为这世界上没有什么东西比你还重要.
过后就在等我爸爸买东西,在回家之前终于给我买到鞋子了!!贝比明天SKYPE再SHOW你我的新鞋.XDD

顺便提提昨天的,我和爸妈去GURNEY PLAZA,也是为了找鞋子,但走了两间NIKE专卖店,一间运动服装店都没看到喜欢的.(但是我买了一个新背包)哇哈哈~我知道我旧的还好好的但我就是喜欢嘛!不要骂我阿贝比.><" 我们还有去GURNEY DRIVE 吃东西,然后去PARKSON买东西.
我买了BVLGARI香水贝比很生气,因为我破坏了她的情人节惊喜.哈哈哈~她本来打算买香水送我.XD 她说我害她突然没了目标.哈哈哈~ 没关系啦贝比,还有时间再慢慢想过, 乖蛤~=P
过后就回家咯,然后在路上我又饿了,所以我们DRIVE TRU MCD 买宵夜.
p/s:贝比我告诉你我真的有肥了一点.觉得我的脸肉肉的,哈哈~~
报告完毕! 现在是凌晨5.04分,我不行了.我去睡觉咯贝比,记得明天中午12.30我APPOINTMENT剪头发,大概下午3点多回来.
记得答应我的事情要做到:看医生,吃药,喝水,好好在家休息!!有什么事马上立刻打电话给我.
p/s:我知道我很罗唆.XPP好啦,晚安贝比~Love You,muacks...
我真的好想你..

Post 3

Happy Chinese New Year!!兔年快乐~

贝比新年快乐~~

希望新的一年我们会更好!!我会更加的爱着你,照顾你,宠着你,让着你,爱护你,疼着你,管着你,带给你更多更多的快乐和幸福.

我爱你...=)

Post 4

Peninsula.

Because im dramatic and i dont care how many times i've flashback, im gonna tell the story again! hahahaha. Every morning going to uni and coming back home from uni, i will pass by the stupid hotel with no road leading to it - Peninsula. Every time i see the place, i will feel a sense of. familiarity.

*dramatic look into the past*

The first night you reached KL you were without friends and stayed alone in a small room at Peninsula, you called me and chat. We planned to meet up the next day. You keep telling me whats on TV1, because that was the only channel that has something interesting to watch. It was some documentary on animals. Hahaha.

I remember the next day when i first met you, everything was super awkward because it was the first time that we're meeting up face to face. It was a Friday, and you attended orientation. I wore my blue sweater and shorts, and you were in your blue black white strips tee (Bii insisted, i rmb it was the cute grey hamburger tee), holding on to a paper file provided to you by your department sweating away because of the weather. On the bus to Wisma, you showed me your time table at HELP. And told me that you kinda hated your assigned time table. I brought you to Subway for lunch (actually not because i like it, it was because that place has aircond and more comfortable). When we sat down, you reached for your wallet and gave me a RM50 note, you told me that you wanted to treat me, "get one for yourself and get another one for me". I bought us each a turkey ham turkey breast sandwich. (do you know that this sandwich is not in Subway's menu anymore Bii?) After taking a bite, you looked up through your glasses and said "even Penang's Subway tastes better". I laughed. I thought to myself "this person must hate KL like crazy".

After lunch, we went our separate ways, I went to class and you went back to mainblock. I thought thats it, we might never meet again after that. Half way through my class however, you texted me and asked me the way back to your place. I tried putting my directions into words but i couldnt. Since the gang was planning to leave early, i offered to direct you home, you said you would wait for me in at the car park. That was the first time i followed you back to your apartment. When i saw the place, i started to feel worried. Because you thought that your place is very safe. But in fact, the parking was dark as hell, and the corridor was very quiet. You didnt even lock your door after we went in and told me "It's okay". I thought to myself "this person dont know how high the crime rate in KL is!!". Being me (who is constantly worrying over everything), i reminded you over and over that you must lock your freaking door and its not freaking safe. Looking at you staying at that place alone. I felt worried. Because obviously you didnt know how to take care of yourself! That was the first time i met you as a friend and had face-to-face conversations. That was the first day i went over to your cute little room at Peninsula.

Story to be continued.

Post 5

Peninsula Part 2.

*refer to the last Peninsula post if you are kepo but forgot the story, this is part two*

After that friday, for the next two days we exchanged text messages and talked on the phone at night. You told me that your parents will be visiting you from Penang that weekend. On saturday, you texted me and asked me something regarding One Utama. Later that day, you told me that you fell sick and felt like vomiting. *poor thing* And that your parents fetched you back to Peninsula cause you were sick. For two nights, we talked on the phone again. =))

The following Monday (06/09) somehow, (i forgot how and why) we met up at uni. The moment we got into your car, i asked you if you wanted to go out or go home. You wanted to go out and i brought you to the nearest and only mall that i am most pro at going - MidValley. Lol! Well actually The Gardens. We spent many many many dates there together, its our special mall okay wtf. We watched Grown Ups on that day and had Haagen Dazs - vanilla flavoured because we both hate chocolate ice cream. That was the first time we went to the movies together. Bii do you remember that we shared a freaking spoon? hahah Of course, we were still just friends back then. After the movie, we walked around MidValley and i made you go into Jusco to buy a freaking pack of SAUSAGES because i knew that your fridge has nothing but cherries and some orange juice. = = After that we went back to your place to hang out and waited for my dad to fetch me. We got to know each other more and more. We shared with each other our emo stories. Funny how we both now found each other who loves each other oh-so-much. That night, after reaching home. We were on the phone again! (oh am gee, we talked so much on the phone last time bii. my goshhhhh) I dont know how i did it, but i gathered enough courage to asked if you would want to hang out the next day.You said that i could go over to your place.

The next day, Tuesday (07/09), i had no classes on that day (my off day) but i went to uni just to meet up with you. You waited for me at the White-thingy at HELP. But i got my dad to stop me at the main entrance because i didnt want him to see you and i wanted to check myself in the mirror first. =P I bet you didnt know this. I pretended that i didnt see you when my dad's car passed by the White-thingy. I got down from the car and i went to the toilet straight away to check my face and hair and shirt. As i walk towards the main entrance's door and i pushed the door, the door almost hit somebody. Guess who? It was you. Do you remember this? hahaha. Turns out i pretended to not see you, but you saw my dad's car and you saw me. LOL! Pretending failed!! We went back to your cute little room at Peninsula.

It was a sunny Tuesday but your room was pretty much very bery cold because of your freaking aircond. We didnt buy any lunch and we planned to cook instant noodle. On 8tv that day was Super Idol season 1. We watched it because i spotted Jing in it. Wheee~ (dont understand why i liked her soo soo soo soo sooooo much last time) You keep bugging me to cook you instant noodle and said that you will cook for me after im done cooking for you. hehe. Being such an awesome friend, i agreed and went to make you lunch. BUT you decided to sit there and stare at me cook. ROAR* I was so self conscious. OH AM GEE. It felt so stress having somebody WATCH you cook maggie okay? Half way through, you told me "your legs are very long", and i TOTALLY FROZE! I remember my heart beat increases but i showed as though im cool with it. HAHAHAHA. =P (suddenly feel so vulnerable lor typing this post, you will know all my feelings that time hor? Unfair!) I remember you saying that you have never tasted such an awesome bowl of instant noodle! Excuse me, got sausage one okay? When it was your turn to cook for me though, you didnt let me sit and watch you. I wanted to revenge and make you feel uneasy. Bluek! I had my lunch in front of the TV waiting for Jing to perform, but the show ended RIGHT before Jing came out. We both burst out laughing and scolding the program because we waited so long for it.

When the TV was turned off, i remember having some awkward silence every now and then. My feelings was playing tricks on me when you held my hands because my hands were freezing. I felt my heart beat increasing. I felt that it was wrong. I felt that you were one of those players. For the first time, i felt vulnerable being alone with you in that room. I called my dad to pick me up after that. I thought to myself. "Cheryl Cheong lei cham lor".

I shall stop here. Story to be continued.

2011-02-01T12:10:00.000+08:00

Hello people. I will no longer blog here. Bai Bai!!

XoxOXo

Mishy.

2011-01-29T20:10:00.004+08:00

I miss hugging you tight.

I miss falling asleep with you next to me,

and waking up to see you right there beside me.

I miss laughing non stop with you sometimes,

so hard that it hurts our tummies.

I miss holding on to your hand tightly.

I miss the kisses we share.

I miss you Bii. I cant wait to see you again. When will that be?

Neither one of us has the exact answer. It feels like endless waiting, without a specific target, aim, date.

Skype is totally not enough.

But till then, i guess we can only utilize text messages, phone calls and stupid skype.

You better be missing me much much too.

Love?

2011-01-24T16:59:00.002+08:00

Many friends say that i can die because of loving somebody. People say that i am all about love. I talk about my love life most of the time. The thing is, im sick of hearing those things. It gives me a sense of not being taken seriously. Yes, i do talk, blog, update-fb-status about my love life but i do have other things to worry about in life. Studies stress, constant-worries-about-my-future, financial problems-that-you-can-never-imagine-i-have, my everyday-life-that-i-dont-want-to-blog-about. Its just that my love life is something that i feel comfortable blogging about. Besides, i write things down about my relationship because i think its worth noting down some details that both Bii and I might forget. If you havent hear me talk about other things in life, that means that i am uncomfortable disclosing those information to you. It doesnt mean all i care about in life is love. ==

Missing You At One In The Morning.

2011-01-23T01:04:00.003+08:00

I miss you. I miss you so much its becoming a frustration.

I miss you and i cant do anything much. Arghhhh!

I hate the feeling of waking up and knowing that later that day you will leave me. Just like what i felt this morning. I woke up feeling a sense of sadness as i keep track of the time. That feeling of knowing that somebody you love will be away for a long time sucks.

You know whats worse?

Watching the person you love driving away further and further, and eventually out of sight.

And when you want to call her to come back for one more hug, your phone battery decided to fail you. That was what happened to me just now. FML MAX. I wanted another hug so badly before you left Bii.

It felt so nice for the last couple of days to have you hugging me in the morning until i eventually wake up and see you smiling at me. That feeling is so blissful. I love how u dont really care even if im asleep, and still hug me tightly every morning and every time when you suddenly wake up in the middle of the night.

How i wish you are here right now, Biii. I miss you so much. I cannot sleep now, what can i do? I wanna call you so badly and wake you up. But i can hear from your voice earlier that you are really very sick and tired.

I wanna complain can? FOUR DAYS WERE NOT ENOUGH AT ALL. You spent two days travelling to KL and back to Penang. Another two days left for going out and shopping. ITS UNFAIR. ITS NOT ENOUGH!! I want more!

Can i start crying now? T______T

Lessons.

2011-01-15T17:07:00.002+08:00

I privatized my bloggy because of some very good reason NOT because i have anything to hide.

I have no words for this whole thing.

I am now the biggest loser and the one being the mean and bad person.

Seriously, i am so amazed by your abilities i wanna clap. Seriously, you are awesome.

Thanks by the way. Through this incident you have made me learn that one should always keep his/her head when facing things like this. I am the loser, i lost to you because of my personality. I lost because i successfully let your words and actions influenced me. I lost because i get angry easily, and when i do, i need to release that anger.

I now know that when people do stuff like what you did i must stay calm and not fall for your tricks. I have learned to ignore and stay calm. Take it all in and think twice before i lash out at somebody.

YOUR RIGHTS STOP WHERE MY NOSE BEGINS. This is my blog. What you wrote, i hated. All i did was release my anger here in my blog. And my blog is my rights. I type whatever i want. Besides, nobody said it was you, until you claim it was you i was typing about. (Does that mean you admit to the facts im writing?) Fuck.

Thanks for teaching me a lesson, bitches.

2011-01-14T02:21:00.001+08:00

You deserve a standing ovation.

Even better than an Oscar winner. =D

Of Heineken and IceCream.

2011-01-13T00:34:00.007+08:00

Last night i was starving like a mad lady at home asking friends go out for dinner with me. You see, theres no more gas at home and the cafe downstairs was closed and McD kinda banned our condo. Yeah. They banned us. Because the registration at the guard house is way annoying. (Thats what i heard la.)

Thank buddha KerXin was also starving and wanting to go out and eat!! Wheeee~ In the end, MeiWei fetched mua, KX and WanXin and off we went to Solaris for dinner. And then later beer and ice cream session. Hahaha.

I've been guai. I did not touched alcohol for SO MANY MONTHS. I believe it was since 2010's Chinese New Year. BLUEK!! But in the end, Bii punished me also, by making me learn a Shin Chan dance and dance in front of her next Wednesday.

The picture above shows the very very very pathetic us trying to open the bottle with a freaking 20 cent. hahaahhahahaahahahaha XD KerXin made her finger bleed, MeiWei broke her nail. HAHAHAHAHA. All that for beer! Funnnnyyy.

And oh ice cream + beer sucks.

KerXin managed to spread her happiness to everyone tht night. *clap clap clap*

Love you people so much.

Made my day. =))

*walks away and learn shin chan's dance*

Rude.

2011-01-12T11:03:00.007+08:00

Dear person-who-accused-people-just-because-of-an-ego-bruise,

At first to me, you were just a person with no significance in my life. No wait, you are still now. Its just that you stepped on my tail when you rudely scolded my beau on your bloggy. Hence, heres a post specially dedicated to you! Arent you happy you have gotten the attention you always always wanted? *roll eyes* That spells DFA. ==

1) Affectations and Exaggerations.

Pattern more than badminton! You annoy the shit outta me with your exaggerations of your sickness and emo-ness. Fine, i give you the benefit of the doubt, maybe you weren't feeling very well. I do get sick like that too at times.

But i dont understand why people has to talk on the phone so loudly like you do. And stomp around the house when everybody else was sleeping. Inconsideration. Seems like you want everybody to wake up and listen to your not very important conversation with whoever.

Its also plain stewpid that suddenly out of the blue, early in the morning you have to reject a guy loudly in front of everybody (that you know you pretty much successfully woken up). I must must MUST give credits to your courage to pull that off seriously. But its also kinda funny la. hahaha.

Tricks that girls pull to get attention and shit, i can spot one from a distance. I am from an all girls school you see. I've seen this sorta things more than you eat rice.

And yes, i can tell you girls can be very scary in competitions, in friendships, in relationships.

AND OH, please please please dont take my beau wrongly for a GPS. I really dont see how she looks like a GPS. Where ever you want to go, please refer to sign boards. Or better yet call your other friends please. Dont tell me you have only one person to ask for directions.

I repeat.

My beau is not a farking GPS. ==

Besides, its a damn lame and old school excuse to get in contact with somebody.

2) Rude!

First, this is for stabbing me thankiu very muchie. Before even knowing me. == Of course we cant be bestest friends or even friends, dont be silly i dont even want that. But hello? Stabbing me and concluding what type of a person i am just by seeing me from FB pictures makes you a damn scary and shallow person. Horrible. I havent even met you yet and you could conclude that? I cant believe that just from pictures, i can provoke you to say mean things about me. Or are you just jealous? Regrets perhaps?

I admit i dont like you anyways. But i did not once said things about what type of a person you are deep down inside. Okay so after i met you i felt and said that, your 'patterns' are really 'awesome'. And they seriously annoy the shit outta me. And even so, i told myself that i might a wee bit too evil, maybe theres some good in you. But hey, you prove me wrong. You ARE scary. Note: I did not conclude what type of a person you are before meeting you in person. &#^$*#@^$@

This also for you scolding my beau on your blog. Your blog is your business i know. But please dont make it like you are so high and mighty to give people life lessons on how to be a respectable person and crap. Because i dont see that you respect others and have high morality. By the way please write facts. Dont twist the story around will ya? This leads to the third point.

3) Twisting stories around.

Please stop making it seem like Somebody cheated on you behind your back, betrayed you and hurt you. She has moved on. Whats wrong with you? I know the whole story. Well, it seems to me like Somebody once treated you well like a Goddess and you treated that Somebody like trash, hurting her over and over. If you think that Somebody is at fault think about it. Who was the one with no appreciation whatsoever?

Dont make it like Somebody has done you wrong. She ignored your calls and msg-es because of me. Because she respects me, because she cares for my feelings. And i dont see that as a problem. I see it as a value of hers that i appreciate so much.

For me, it seems like you just got your ego bruise. Somebody was once willing to do anything in the world for you and you took all those for granted, made you feel powerful ehy? You thought that Somebody will be there forever? You think that Somebody will be under your spell forever? You are wrong. People move on as time goes by. Memories will only be memories, and you know that. Learn to accept it.

Somebody has found Somebody Else now who appreciates Somebody very much in every ways possible.

Please stop bothering Somebody and Somebody Else.

Just go away and get a life.

Monday Blues.

2011-01-10T21:37:00.003+08:00

Today is a bad bad day.

First off, I think MayJin hates me for life now. Its the dunno how many times i FFK-ed. Im so sorry. I need to tell her the truth and a part of me didnt want to make her unhappy. Trust me i really dont want you to be unhappy too!!

It was really hard to choose. IM SORRY. REALLY. Sincerely from the bottom of my heart. =(( Sorry! Thats if you ever read this. Sighh. Please forgive me Zinnn.

Class finally resumed.

Uni was busy again with students going into classes to try out different subjects. I told friends that its my lost for trying out so many classes, they told me i can go into classes for free its my gain. lol. Alright then. Today i tried design class, I wanted it because i think that its my passion - DESIGN. I guess on the way i kinda forgot my own capabilities. One must rmb that INTEREST is not equals to ABILITY? Sigh. I totally have no clue for the 3 projects to be submitted. == Will be trying out Edu Psych to test water. Have a strong feeling i will rather face books and assignments because its more me? I hate changes.

Today both classes are entertaining! Both lecturers are fun and entertaining. I like both courses. One says damn funneeh jokes. One is depressed as hell and still blur and funny. She actually said shes "dying in her apartment" and "i cant do anything, my mother gave me this face". LOL. So cute. Brings laughter. I like!

Hopefully this Wed's design lab will change my mind about design. And i hope every other classes is fun. =)) Well at least one class will totally drive me nuts - Winnee's class. Its gonna be one hell of a roller coaster ride.

Skype!

2011-01-08T20:02:00.006+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Super bored waiting for you. ==

2011-01-06T17:01:00.003+08:00

After my exams last semester, i went straight to penang and finally im back in KL just this week.

I kinda sorta miss Penang. KL is somehow always very very hectic and busy. Of course i still love the convenience here. Hehe.

The day before yesterday, i met up with HShan. We being ladies, gossiped from 3pm to 9pm. That was like 6 hours of talking? O___O What to do? We have not catch up since foreverrrr. Never had a proper talk since September.

Yesterday, I spend the afternoon at LiAnn's and we watched one of the awesome classic musicals. My Fair Lady. I loved it.

My favourite song from the movie. Glad to have LiAnn who enjoys musicals with me. =)))

Nice ehy?

On the side note. I miss you Bii.

Oh yeah, by the way, since we're apart, this bloggy wont be only about us okay? Will update on things that happened in my life for you to read. =D Okie? Cant ar? hahaa

Hammy!

2011-01-03T20:22:00.005+08:00

Why do i love my Babiiiii?

That night she sat there and stuff in i dunno-how-many chestnuts into her mouth. ==

This is why i love her.

p/s Dont over gik dong when you see this kays bii?

Adiós.

2011-01-03T19:56:00.006+08:00

Goodbyes are hard.

By now as im typing this, Bii is on the plane heading back to Penang. I know it may seem exaggerating because Penang and KL is only 245km apart. But you see, we are so used to seeing each other for everyday. =(

We both left things in each other's house.

My PJ's, my hairband, my mouth wash, my magazine, my hair pins. . .

Your hair spray, your shirt, your deodorant, your inhaler. . .

Funny how i feel a sense of comfort looking at them. Knowing that you will come back very soon and take back your things or use them. I miss you Bii. Remember everything that you have promised. Make sure you keep those promises all right? I will too.

Who Said?

2010-12-22T22:03:00.013+08:00

I always think that as long as two person is in love and wants to be together and is together, everything will be alright, nothing can ever stop those two person. Friends had made fun of me, saying that i can survive with nothing but only love but thats really how i view it. Thats my perspective you see. I've told friends, those who have gone back to lead a 'normal' life, how dumb they are to give up on someone they actually love/loved. Reasons that i've heard for this kinda relationships to end are always regarding the future, the family, the perception of other people, which i will respond with a "yer, why must care about them?". Honestly, i feel its stupid to give up somebody or some thing for other people. But i dont know since when, i've been feeling uneasy about us, to a point where i can think of it and be in a daze, not wanting to talk about it. At night i would tear and go to bed feeling sad and even angry. Well, alright im lying, i know since when. This feeling started since im here in Penang. No, dont assume. Everything is alright here. Bii's been taking good care of me and her mom is nice to me. So nice that i feel bad being with Bii. Its kinda weird. The thought of her being upset and devastated when she finds out about us just made me feel so so bad. I think its just me being greedy. I start to feel that its all very unfair for people in this type of relationship. Why must we pretend to be friends in front of people who are 'sensitive and cannot take it', why cant we even show affection without having to look out to see if anyone we know is around, why must i think twice before i call Bii out loud, why must i be afraid that things will turn out badly, why do we get stares from people. Damn it. Im not blaming you Bii. Not even a bit. Even me myself do it. Rmb when we walk pass my dad's friends at the guard house of my condo? I unconsciously looked down not wanting them to recognize me. And once when i held on to you tightly but wanted to let go because i saw my dad's friend. And also once when you let go of me because you saw somebody from your home town. That feeling is really shitty like the whole thing is WRONG to begin with. But who said its gonna be easy in the first place? What am i expecting? Marriage and approval from everybody? Official introduction to family and friends? Life's unfair like that.

You hugged me and told me that i should know that i'll have to face all these from the very beginning. Its true. I should have known. Why do i only feel the hardship now? Why do i only understand what my friends have been telling me all the time? Why is it only now that i feel its torturing not being able to call u Bii as i wish, hold your hands as i wish, hug you to sleep as i wish? I think its because im in this for real. Im afraid of loosing everything. When we're pretending to be friends in front of everybody, i feel insecurity. Its my problem.

I am saying all these not because i want changes. I need to let it all out in words and sentences. I will be fine. No worries Bii. We both said that we'll work things out tgt. Like today, i found a way to be able to tell you things i wanna say but cant do so on the spot - by texting you. Heeheeee. In a way, its kinda sweet receiving secret msges from you when we're pretending to be friends in front of everybody. Just like top secret spies. See, its not that bad. We'll be good. =D I love you.

p/s You wont understand the joy and relief i felt when you called me earlier in the mall and the first thing i heard when i picked up the phone was "Baby?".

Hello Hols.

2010-12-20T15:52:00.002+08:00

HOLIDAYS!!

Heres a summary of what happened after my last paper:
-D1: Bii picked me and we had late lunchie at LiAnn's THEN we went to MidValley.
-D2: headed to MidValley too for xmas present shopping! Bii fetched the mom and i.
-D3: Penang! wooots. reached Penang at around 7ish. =D

Starting off my holidays in a slow pace, even slacking now in bii's room. Not many activities planned yet, planned to slacked a day or two and then we'll start going out.
Also, i've decided (if i ever keep up to my decision, hahah) to blog more often now. my blog is very much dead now.

Joycetan Huishan, i mish you guys. Wait for me, i'll come back and we can catch up!

Fee Na Lee.

2010-12-08T00:16:00.002+08:00

Finally a freaking post not related my mai relationship. Lol. Dont be disappointed Bii.

Guess what motivated me to blog?

Ans: Miss Winnee's 201 paper on Thursday!!

I've just completed reading her notes and now what? Tell me la, WHAT?

OMG. I am so scared i will **** her paper. If tht happens, i will most prolly breakdown and cry and kill myself. Seriously. Im so afraid lo! WTF. NOW I DUNNO WHAT TO DO? AND ALSO ALL THE QUIZES AND TRAIL RUN AND ASSESSMENT AND MOCK WHICH I THINK I SCREWED UP VERY BADLY!! HOW? T_______T

EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO

Times like this, i really need a wish, god, buddha, genie in a lamp, fairygodmother etc etc etc.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHH.

KJEHFIUWEMTIWKMRN GKNfsknfgvkjadfskmbganeihmASKfKSJGmkSL bksnbkljnblkSNGRSKRNBML SKGHSKLVN SKFHVSFBG

OKAY. Its official. Wa sibeh stress. FML.

Okay okay. BrEATHe cheryl. BREATHE. Must channel positive energy.

I can do it i can do it i can do it i can do it i can do it.

Sings to self: Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming swimming swimming~~

Spoil Me.

2010-12-02T14:52:00.004+08:00

Awesome stuff - Stickyyyyyy. Mad nice. Best candy everrr.

Need i say more?

You really are gonna spoil me someday. Im not implying that i dislike it though. =p

p/s Thinking if i should privatized this blog. Hmmmmmm.

p/p/s Finals is nx week!! Study now bai!

p/p/p/s Which means that im going off for a long vaca at Penang soon!

Rapunzel

2010-11-30T15:11:00.006+08:00

25/11/2010 (Thursday)

Bii asked me out to watch Rapunzel.

This part of the movie was so beautiful!

If only reality is half as pretty as in cartoons.

It totally motivated me to study faster so that i can get to go out at night. =D

I've been wanting to watch this movie for a long loooong looooong time. Finally its aring.

Because i need to study, Bii said we should watch the 6.45pm show.

Because Bii wants me to go home early to rest, she didnt bought the 7.45pm one.

Because i fa hiao wanna go Pavilion, we got stuck in the jam.

Because of that, we missed the first half of the movie!!

BUT, the 2nd half was awesome. And it sorta, kinda make sense anyways just by watching the 2nd half. hahaha Thats the beauty of a cartoon, its okay if u missed the first half. =p

When we got stuck in the jam, i threw one of my stupid tantrum again. Fa pi qi and face black black as usual. SORRY Bii!! I know you felt a bit emo because of that, but really. Its because i didnt wanna miss the movie and i was stressy and all for colloquium and work!! Seriously. I was happy that i got to watch Rapunzel.

My favourite part in the movie? Its when the narrator (Eugene) said that "and we live happily ever after". Thats the best part of every fairy tale - they get to live happily ever after.

I hope we do too. =)

28/11/2010 (Sunday)

We had steamboat when it was raining heavily outside. It felt awesome having you beside me.

You asked a stupid question.

“你老实回答我，你以前爱他是不是多过你现在爱我? 我还是觉得是这样。”

你知不知道那时我多么想抱着你？

心想：“walao, 我的Bii真的是个大笨蛋！！没药救。”

I thought of ways to tell you how i feel, how i love you so much, how i am so happy with you now. But guess time will only prove to you lar ben ben. I will leave it to time. =)

BII, my finals are around the corner.

I know its hard to get used to not having me around all the time. Cant meet up everyday, cant keep talking on the phone like its nobody's business. But hey, its just a while more. Soon i'll be on holidays alright? Dont simply think that i abandoned you kays? == you are still very much mine. And it doesnt mean that i dont care about you arrrrr!! i just need to study study study! hehee.

You be guai.

I'll be nerdy.

Love loves! Lurb You.

Princess.

2010-11-23T19:53:00.003+08:00

"Ding Dong"

I open the door to find a plastic bag with a bright pink paper bag at the door. Thats when i realized why you kept asking me to go home first. ==

This is whats inside! =)) My 2nd month-sary present from BiiBii.

I went OMG. (wenyi wenyi wenyi, wink wink. dont jealous!)

Its the whole freaking set of disney movies.

Snow White, Cinderella, Mulan, Lion King, Marry Poppins, Aladdin, The Fox and the Hound, The Rescuers Down Under, Monster Inc, Nemo, Beauty and the Beast, Little Mermaid, Atlantis, 101 Dalmations . . . You name it, its all inside. Even some that i have totally forgotten about. Lalaalalalalaalalalala.

I feel like the 5 year old me again. It got me so excited and happy just looking at the whole freaking list. =DD

Thankiu Biiiiiiii.

Really appreciate you going around looking for it, and then surprise me with it.

You made me the happiest girl on earth. =)

I love you.

Random 2 Month-sary Facts.

2010-11-21T01:21:00.010+08:00

1. First ever meal together - Subway turkey breast sandwich.

2. It all started at Mid Valley's GSC Signature watching Step Up 3.

3. After Step Up 3, you drove me nuts. I hated you because i thought you were just playing.

4. First ever take out together was Domino's pizza.

5. We both had weird dreams about each other which we kept a secret before being together. P&C.

6. We both like ice kacang kosong and steamboat.

7. Till this day we havent admit when did we started to have feelings for each other.

8. I feel really lucky to have you. Sometimes it seems unreal.

9. When you surprise me with Jean Junior, i was so happy. That was the second surprise in my life.

10. I always dont say that you are 帅 because i purposely dont wanna let you 爽. haha! I know it annoys you!

11. I love it when you sing! You have an awesome voice really.

12. Sometimes im afraid when you seriously tell me you love me, because nobody has ever said that so seriously to me before. It makes me afraid that one day these will all be gone.

13. I still cant believe you are a year younger. == Yeah yeah im older. Whateverrrrrr!!

14. Sometimes i still find it hard to believe that you will love me. Really.

15. You are the one person that can make me do crazy things that i dont usually do. Eg: Going to Penang with you for the weekend, skipping class to direct you home.

16. I hate seeing you sad. It makes me feel weird inside.

17. I hate saying BYE to you. Be it on the phone or face to face or sms. Dont ask why. I dunno why either.

18. I always look at your pictures when i miss you.

19. I tell everyone my bf is damn shuai. I think they are sick of hearing me say that already. lol.

20. I always look around when im at Uni to see if i can bump into you 'accidentally'.

21. I seriously think you are damn cute!!

22. I like your smile. A lot. BET YOU DIDNT KNOW THIS! Wahahahaah.

23. I love falling asleep nx to you and waking up in the morning to find that you are just nx to me.

24. I think by now you are wondering if i forgot our month-sary.

25. I think maybe you forgot because you havent send me any msg. >=(

26. I think you are smiling like an idiot now.

27. I wanna tell you i love you Bii.

28. I wanna wish you Happy 2nd Month-sary!

You're MINE!!

Cheryl's Bii forever and ever and ever.

And we'll live happily ever after. =)

Stormy.

2010-11-18T17:47:00.004+08:00

Missing Daddy.

I guess a storm is about to start here.

Thunder. Lightning. The air is stuffy and humid though, uncomfy.

Just like how im feeling.

Wonder hows the weather like at Penang now?

Its gonna be another freaking long weekend.

Hope that you'll be bringing back good news. =/

=)

2010-11-10T01:10:00.002+08:00

Bii, im not sure whats the specific things that made you unhappy.

You kept explaining but i cant see which was bothering you the most.

Looking at you that way, i felt helpless. I didnt know what to do, what to say.

Sorry i wasnt much of a help. Failed to make you feel any better.

But whatever it is, I will always be here for you.

No matter how much you hate this place, at least you still have me right?

Good Luck in your test today.

Waking Up.

2010-11-05T10:30:00.001+08:00

Going to sleep with you beside me. . .

Waking up in the morning, and the first thing i see is you. . .

Watching you sleep while i do my work. . .

I can get used to this kinda life. XD

Loves.

Unbelievable.

2010-11-03T23:03:00.004+08:00

Will be heading to Penang tomorrow after class. Crazy shit.

When ben ben told me shes going back to Penang, she mentioned about waiting for my class to end then fetch me back together. I brushed it aside thinking that its impossible that it will happen. Didnt even want to ask the mummy because i knew that it would be a definite NO. But then bla bla bla bla bla in the end the daddy just say 'okay drive carefully.' Thats like super duper weirdyyyyyyy!!

Things to do at Penang:

-eat

-study 208

-finish movie review

-eat

-draft 211 report

-eat

-play

-eat

Wheeeee~

Bubbles!

2010-11-02T22:14:00.002+08:00

Ben Ben gave me a shock the other day.

When i opened the door she stood there looking like a delivery boy from McD or something. Both hands holding on to ta bao-ed food, she said "xiu jie ngor hai lei sung ngoi mai geh". Hahaha!

Where got people so cute one?

Got la got la. Neh you lor.

Noodles with awesome-possum-chicken-wing that i love.

Got tong sui somemore!!

But ben ben very ben ben because i said i hate red bean and she bought red bean because she thought it was some other tong sui. ==

sorry forgot to rotate the picture. Tilt your head, dont be lazy.

AND THIS!

I've been craving for bubble tea for the longest time ever and my ben ben went and bought it for me. whee~ Thankiu babi!!

After lunch and slacking around for awhile,

we became very responsible/hardworking university students.

Bii did notes (on some law thingy regarding murders, which i tihnk its damn creepy) and i prepared for my presentation for monday.

We ended the day with steamboat.

It was a simple yet super awesome day together, just having you around.

And of course the yummy ngoi mai. AND MY BUBBLE TEA! *loves*

Im a lucky girl. =)

Run!

2010-10-31T08:54:00.002+08:00

Me: Bii, you chased me or i chased you?

Bii: You chased me.

Me: WHAT? NO!

Bii: K la. I chased you. I ran after you and you just stood there waiting for me.

Me: No la i didnt stood there, i ran towards you.

Hahahahaha.

Attention Bii.

2010-10-28T18:46:00.008+08:00

I didnt blog properly for quite some time. Pity somebody who comes here everyday and see if i have updated a new post or something. =p Since i am done with the video for 206, i wanna update something for somebody special.

Yesterday i wasnt in a very good mood. And by being honest with me, you got scolded. Iloveyou.

My lembu temper very the lembu i know. Haha. But seriously, i hope you keep your promises because i kept mine.

This is what happens when you walk your girlfriend home. This is what happens when you have a camera phone and a girlfriend like me who got excited seeing shadows cast on the ground. This is what happens when you have a boyfriend who doesnt care about what lame things you wanna do and just go ahead and do it to make you happy. =D This is the most awesome picture ever.

A picture is worth a thousand words. I can never have enough words to describe to you how i felt that night just simply walking with you.

That night you parked outside to walk me in just to see me a little longer. In fact we walked the longest route back to my block. And this is just one of the ben ben things you did for me. This reminds me the time we walked to wisma from mainblock; the time when we meet up in the morning just so you can walk me to class and again we took the longest route. Love makes people do crazy things i guess. And just recently the time when we flew over to pavilion at 9.30pm just to get something that i wanted. =p

Things that no one does for me.

The way that you treat me.

I am grateful for it.

For everything.

No Likey.

2010-10-24T14:16:00.003+08:00

Promises are nothing when they are not kept.

Me no likey this. Bluek.

Urgh.

Life Goes On.

2010-10-23T09:51:00.003+08:00

Sitting there, i felt awkward. Kinda odd.

Its all not the same any more.

Sensitive? Maybe.

But im not upset. I didnt say anything because i really have nothing to say.

I think its because this had taught me that some things are really out of my control.

When things like this happens, you just gotta accept it.

And then life goes on.

C'est la vie. ♥

Whooshh.

2010-10-21T14:18:00.004+08:00

Shits happened. Things went wrong things went right. Glad its all okay now. =)

A month flew by like a blink of an eye.

Its kinda irony, it felt longer than a month but it also feels like time flies.

So stupid you have to go back today and i have exams tmr. Oh wells, at least we met up at uni today (for the most times so far in a day). =D And thanks for the drink bii. You caught me by surprised and i was really touched. I didnt show it because i was super duper nervous and had to go see the freaking witch. hahah. And sorry for making you walk from the mainblock to Wisma early in the morning. It was my evil plan lo. Totally super duper absolutely got the intention one lor sorry. LOL.

Happy monthsary. ILY.

You better be good back there.

Im watching you. --

Study now kthxbai.

Dinna.

2010-10-18T23:23:00.004+08:00

I think this is the most unflattering picture of meself.

But the Bii was probably lying and said its nice and this is the only picture i have from dinner just now. XD Sooo, oh wells.

Today i made somebody unhappy because of something dumb i wrote and didnt even mean it. It scare me so badly, thinking that i finally screw things up and this is it, you are leaving me behind. I am sorry. I am not good with expressing with the written words. What If only i could make you believe that i REALLY didnt mean it. If only i could convince you that what you think i meant wasnt really what i meant. If only i wasnt so stupid sometimes. Im really convinced i am dumb at times like this.

I want you to know that I have no regrets.

I want you to know that I have no doubts.

I want you to know that you are good enough.

I want you to know that this is right.

I want you to know that I am very happy when im with you.

I want you to know that your worries are unnecessary.

Whatever it is, time will prove everything.

I iz sorry Bii.

Lafoo you.

According to me.

2010-10-17T15:57:00.013+08:00

According to me, everything doesnt matter any more because i am happy with my life now and very much satisfied with it.

According to me, bii better feels the same way too!!

I ♥

Love ♥

You ♥

Choco Love.

2010-10-15T16:36:00.004+08:00

Went to MidValley with The Sheep, The Chicken and The Piggy today for a chocolate fair. Apparently today is chocolate day! So happy chocolate day. Wtf.

Awesome possum because i got my Korean meal and my new slippers and a new top and i spent time with my lovelies.

A Piggy bought this for mua.

Its chocolate! Prettey eh?

How to eat?!

I am

2010-10-15T15:41:00.003+08:00

a girl who always embarrass herself in public.

I realized it lately. And i realized i do it all the time.

Tripping over something.

Dropping a spoon.

Dropping a fork.

Dropping chopsticks.

Dropping ice cream. ==

Spilling drinks.

Laughed too loudly when nobody is laughing.

Waiting for the cashier to give me back my balance when i gave her the exact amount.

Answering something else when the salesgirl asked me another thing.

You name it, I've done it.

Anticipating.

2010-10-12T08:01:00.004+08:00

I never imagined that i would find somebody like you. Somebody who treats me the way you do, trying every way possible to make me happy, never letting me go to bed feeling sad. Some times i do suddenly feel that all these are too good to be true, that i am too lucky. How can somebody like me end up with somebody like you? Some times im afraid that in the future, you think that im not what you want and everything will be back to before i met you.

Worries. We both have our worries. Past relationship haunts us both. You worry that my feelings will change, I worry that yours will change too. I guess that after that 3 days, you will prove to me that my anticipating is unnecessary.

Anticipating is scary.

Random Funny Stuff.

2010-10-11T14:13:00.000+08:00

Top 4 funny stuff that cracked me up today.

1) I wrote "make sure participants wont be burned" when i was suppose to write "make sure participants wont be burdened."

2) Miss Winnee said Ben 10's sidekick is Ben 9!

3) *Heart Warming Soup" on subway's counter. Minyi said "Lets get soup, after drinking our heart will feel warm". Cheryl said "HAHAHAHAHHAHA".

4) Ann said, "Minyi, 205 exam got 100 question." Minyi said, "yeah la, that why should do starting from the back."

LOL.

Uni can be so fun at times. =D

New.

2010-10-09T18:01:00.000+08:00

Hellow people, when you see this page, dont be too shocked. You are in the correct blog.

Its still me. CherylCheong.

Yes, this is not private. It means that i dont care whatever/whoever reads this. So if you read and hate it then theres always the 'X' at the top right corner of the window.

No time for long ass updates and crap.

Lets just say i am more than qualified to make cheese cakes now.

For now everybody, this is Jean Junior. X)

Toodles.